sunday photo find

Photo taken at the Corregidor Hospital ruins, Dec 2008.

I love taking b&w photos. I don't know why but it appeals to me more. The shot above is kinda gloomy, well, creepy as a matter of fact. Hubby was very brave exploring Corregidor ruins all by himself not only on broad daylight, but even during night time. I can't, for the life of me, do that. The place really creeps me out, probably, because of the island's history. However, i still LOVE the place. KUDOS! to Sun Cruises for a verrrry nice tour, probably, the best tour I experienced here in the Phils. :)

another angel up in heaven

pls join us in praying for my niece, Shanela, as she joined our Creator last Tuesday, May 12.

Shanela, even though we haven't met each other, I already loved you. Now, I miss you. I know you are in a better place right now. Pls send our love to our 2 angels, your cousins, up there in heaven.

sadness...

i put myself to sleep last night silently crying.. I don't know why but the thought of learning last night my friend's baby's gender made me slightly jealous. Her baby is only 1 month older than our 2nd baby. My brother's baby too is 2 wks older than ours but again, it made me secretly jealous when he told me that the baby is most likely to be a girl. Seriously..... I am happy for them... but at the same time, my heart is filled with sadness, loneliness and yearning for the baby we lost 2 mos ago. Is this normal? I just hope so..

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Yesterday was Mother's Day, while we were celebrating with both families, we passed by SM dept store and bought some toiletries. While paying, the lady in the cashier booth greeted me with a smile a "Happy Mother's Day" after giving me my change. I just gave her a tight smile, but, in reality, i wanted to give her a "bonk" in the head. Not all married women are mothers.

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During lunch time yesterday, my 7 year old sis-in-law innocently asked me if I am a mother. After thinking for awhile, i finally said "NO" and explained to her what a mother is.

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Since hubby arrived 2 Thurs ago, people have been giving me unsolicited advices to give it a try (having a baby) again. Not easy... For starters, my health, not yet normal. I still have blood tests to complete.

We're not emotionally ready threading the pregnancy waters again. At least, not yet...

flight delayed...

i have not been posting anything for quite some time.. i'm busy nowadays as baby-yo arrived last friday... :)

anyway, i'll make this post quick as i'm currently in Cebu's Domestic Airport waiting lounge #7 testing out Smartbro's free computer access. :)

i wanted to RANT on how PAL EXPRESS delayed our flight to Caticlan for ~2.5 hours!!! I didn't expect this kind of experience from them as i have high expectations from PAL/Air Phils. :( In fairness, we had free lunch worth Php150 each passenger but still.... :( ... The guy on the crew counter has been kind enough as well approaching me personally to give advice on the flight status AFTER i have expressed my disappointment over getting "NO updates" from them when the clock striked 2:20PM. We're supposed to fly out from Cebu by 2:30 PM, a push out from the original departure time of 12:30 PM.

I am almost 90% loyal to PAL as i have liked their service ever since. Well, i guess, these things happen but I don't want it happening during vacation :( ... ruins my momentum and bad for my health, hence, increases my stress levels. :(

oh well! the plane just landed. Have to wait for a couple more minutes before boarding.. HAAAYYY!!! but at least, in an hour's time, i'm bound to set foot in Boracay's powdery white sand beaches.. Can't wait! :)

Oh btw, i mentioned a short post only.. can't help it. :)