it's just a dream

I woke up crying this morning 'coz of the dream (or nightmare) I had.  I dreamt about hubby hooking up with someone else.  It kept playing over and over again on my dream just like a broken record until I finally woke up crying.  I am glad that reality sank in after a few minutes but it still bothered me.


The other day, I dreamt of a 'Zuma-like' setting with a cat and a snake.  The cat was trying to kill the snake and I pushed the cat on to the cliff to save the snake.  I woke up screaming with my heart beating furiously 'coz in my dream, the cat clung on to my arm!  It was scary!  I really felt the cat scratching my arms, it hurt so bad.


Dreams can sometimes mess up your thinking.  The worst dream I had was when I was pregnant.  I can still remember it vividly.  There was a head of a live dog and it kept on bouncing and bouncing excitedly on the floor.  Again, I woke up crying.  Who would not cry when you are pregnant and kept on dreaming about weird things? Well, found out that this really happens to pregnant women.  The weird dreams stopped when I had the miscarriage.  Blame it on the raging hormones of a pregnant woman!  


Now, I am taking some hormonal meds as part of my fertility work up.  I hope this doesn't bring in weird dreams again even with the 2 dreams I mentioned earlier (a sure sign it's coming back again!).  But if I am given assurance that everything will be OK after taking these meds, then, I wouldn't mind having those weird dreams (or nightmares)... as long as they remain dreams only.